Unsatisfied Confusion...
So, since I am waiting on some situations… and will not know what the best way to act will be, until later, I have decided to break from tradition to make a commentary on an upcoming event. This is not usual protocol for me but lets see how it goes.. – ok I just deleted that part.. Did not sound good. I just spent way too many words on the Superbowl and it went now where.. Ok so I am curious if I should give up my current situation to pursue a “New life”… I am happier then I have been for a while and things seem to be lining up. But part of me wants to get a job elsewhere and just pick up and move… Try something new… I get bored with cars and usually have to switch up every two years… So what happens if that is what I start doing with my career… I am fighting with the internal feeling that it is a poor idea, but at the same time the more and more I try to deny myself a change, the more and more I want to do it. I guess I thought by putting this out there I may get a better idea of what I truly want to do…. Well still confused… I will try again later… Maybe when the day wears off I will have a clearer picture in my head…

1 Comments:
i just like giving you my opinion just so you know. but on the moving thing and changing life i kinda know how that feels. I moved around texas a lot. My senior year i decided i hated texas and wanted to get out so i started researching schools in cali and flordia. i was so ready to just leave everything b/c it just didn't make sense. but i'm pretty glad that i stepped back took a deep breath and let life lead the way. it'll take you where you need to be i promise. you just gotta learn how to get threw the times when you want change. you gotta give it time b/c when the feeling passes you'll know if you should make the change or not. I mean just this last week i was gonna leave everything at my house and go stay an 1hr and 1/2 away. but i gave it a few days and my head cleared i stopped being angry with the situation and learned to get over it like i always do thats what life is. learning to deal with the way you feel and being able to get past the situations your faced with. i love change my hair has been 5 different colors now since aug. but somethings can change frequently like feelings and hair while others change slowly like moving and starting over and new careers. It all happens when its meant to. we all have our purpose for being here but we will probably never know what our purpose is til its all over
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