I am back...

I just got back from an amazing visit or vacation. I dont know precisly what I want or need in this life, but I can imagine, if I was not bound by geography I may have found somthing that is very close if not perfect. Now I know that I was not mistaken in my intitial determination. I have decided that I will for now continue writing but I will try to make this more then just a rant on ladies. I feel bad when I make comments on other peoples pages, only to have them come back to mine and see that I appear to be a womanizing player. Which is so far from the actual case I can not even begin to justify myself. Well there it is. I am human. I like girls. I have a vivid history with the ladies, and I am ready to push that all behind me if I can find a girl that makes me smile. Better yet, I want one who can in fact make me laugh. Is that too much to ask? I dont think so...