Kissing, the new affair.....

So she, who has the boyfriend has decided she wants to kiss me. She wants it to not mean anything.....
Hehe... How can she think that it will be alright to kiss me and not tell her boyfriend...
I am going to her Christmas party (with her) where she is planning on drinking tons. And she just now states how much she wants to kiss me. I know nothing but drama will come from this Christmas party, and I would be amazed if it stops with kissing. But whatever. I went to my Christmas party, and almost hooked up with a 17year old. Scary thought.... So I think I am better off making out with a 22year old who has a boyfriend, as opposed to going to jail....
If she is going to cheat on him... why not just go for it.... why think that a kiss is just a kiss and that your boyfriend doesnt need to know. If we were to have sex and you dont tell him, is that really any worse. I know it would be better for me and better for her....
I am gonna get beat one of these days... But today I have done nothing wrong, lets wait until after the Christmas party, then I will expect retaliation. Unless he is like all the others and just takes it.... Heck he will probally stay with her, thinking that one time will satisfy her disatisfaction with their relationship..... Crazy..... I now remember why I distrust women.... Basically cause I know I am not alone.....