Find the time, You know you'll like it....

So it has been days since I had a chance to post. I had a wonderful Turkey day and I wish all you had the same. Willie Bird Turkeys are absolutely the best turkey available. They are available locally here in cali, but also available anywhere through your local Williams Sonoma store or at williams-sonoma.com. Make sure you order yours in advance for Christmas. That said back to my story. So I had a problem arise in my well thought out life. In between girlfriends and dating, I often find myself going back to ex’s who are always more then willing to be “friends with benefits”. I usually go to this one girl who I have used and been used by for companionship for the greater part of seven years. We have always had that agreement that no matter who we were with, we would continue having relations. Basically we have been perfect for each other in bed, but personalities have conflicts, so we just have the physical thing. Well the other day I was going to get together with her to relive a little tension, but she had a new boyfriend. So all though she wanted it, she could not get away for the time required. She lives with him… So now although I don’t want to get together with her, I am sorta jealous. See no matter who she has been with she has always made time. And now she can’t, and I am frustrated. I have others to fall back on, but she is my favorite. And I know she wants it too… So anyway, I don’t know what to do.