Purple Haze....

So then it comes down to this. I have been stressing over this girl since I got back. I cannot believe the grip she has on my head. I know what I really need is not a long distance, sex based, relationship. But currently my mind keeps coming back to her. I know she is hooked on the idea of me. I treated her good and made her happy… (we can leave it at that)… So she is hooked on me, I am hooked on her. And when we talk on the fone I keep thinking about how wonderful this girl is… I mean she is perfect. But many many days away. I am hoping that I can quit work, pack up my stuff and move down there…. See. See what this girl has done to my head. I never get caught up with girls. Usually it is the other way around. I still have ex’s jumping through hoops to get me back. But here I am, unobtainable guy, trying to jump through hoops for a girl…. And the most wonderful thing about this is, she has no idea how lucky she is to have me going after her. I hear the conceitedness in my words, but really she has no idea that I am not used to having to work this hard for a girl… Well I guess the only reason I have to work is because I want more. I already had it once and that was more her work then mine. So where do I go from here? I guess I sit back, log onto monster.com and try my best to find a job down there…. Well I guess it is time to do that. Did I mention she is hot…. You know what… Oh ya, from talking to her since the fact I have a feeling she is thinking about me almost as much…. Suggestions? ? ?