Long weekend....

So I think my weekend was spent well. I spent a lot of time in the car, but most importantly I got to spend time with my best friend. He enlightened me to his current situation, which is not unlike a situation I went through a couple of years ago. But basically even though his situation is near impossible, could tell that he was nevertheless optimistic. See if I was in his shoes I would be tying them on tight and running as fast as I can. But he is going to continue standing and waiting for the world to come to him. Now as I look at my situation in comparison to his, I can only take his lead and smile on. I mean my world is in fact beautiful at the moment. Everything is falling into place, and all the loose ends will all work out in time. I think it is amazing how we are willing to wait for something we want… But I think that is just part of living. What fun would life be if we could have everything given to us. My world is based around my wants and fantasies. If I could have what I want now, I would be happy, but there is a certain rush when I have to wait. The anticipation is almost as real as having…
Now I do not mean to mumble on for any more time then I already have. But I would like to emphasis that with honesty, especially in relationships you can gain a closer connection then ever possible when people are holding in secrets.
The girl I gave up on due to her failure to open up, did give in and ask for a second chance. It is amazing how girls always wait until the wrong moment to try to pull me back in. I had to stick to my instinct which was to let it go… There are much better things out there… (wink) and no reason for me to put off my life for someone who cannot make up their mind. I was honest and did not sugarcoat the idea that I want someone who will realize that I am a catch and that I am not willing to be put to the side. She did understand, but was still unable to put me on her priority list. I did not mean to go on that long about old subjects, but I just wanted to make it clear that I saw that coming and was not able to bring myself to continue the situation as I said I might. So game over. I am happy that I am in the situation I am in and not in my friends. I will always be there for him, but his road will be a rough one, and I will not be surprised if he needs help navigating the obstacles.