Karma

Karma,
I had a feeling that I was destined for great things. That put aside I never believed in karma. Thus I lived my life relying on the fact that would not be punished for the things I did in the past… in the future. Well it appeared to me recently that I was very karmiclly up a creek. I have taken peoples feelings for me for granted. In the past I have had girls who I considered “stalkers” however they were just girls who had feelings for me, and I did not return those feelings. Now that I look back I had many situations that I passed by that would have made me happy. So I came to the conclusion that that energy was going to end up being returned to me. Now I had this one girl who since high school has been more or less obsessed with me. Finally after many years she moved away and the constant phone calls finally ended. I had almost moved to having a normal life where I no longer have to worry about her showing up wherever I go. I was moving on. My life started to make sense. Well last night I came home to a message on my machine. It was her. She clearly stated that she was coming back. She could not handle where she was and is coming back. She left no number to call, left no information about when she would be back, just that she was coming. Now I am again upset. Well… We will see…. Karma….

Lets see.... I think I will have to come back to this one and explain it better later....