Lets try again....

Ok…. Here it is… I disappeared for days longer then I should have. Most of it is purely busyness. I think everybody has that problem, but for me I have not found a way to deal with it. My job has reached a point where I could work 12 hour days and not catch up. Home is the same way. I have so much to do when I get home I barely have time to do anything. So friends are getting neglected and my family is the only people who get to see me regularly, however for short times only.
I think most everybody has given up on me and this blog. I will try to fix that. I think part of the reason I have not made time for it was I was unable to ask that girl out. I went in and talked to her. I walked out. I went back in slightly later in the evening and once again just had to pretend I needed to buy something as I could not get out the words… Usually I don’t have this problem so I do not know what is going on. So because of my inability to ask her out, I am now embarrassed. So I avoided coming back on here as I knew I would have to admit that I failed. Not because I don’t think she is interested. Actually I think she is… however I was so foolish on my attempt I would feel silly going back in.
Ok so I just went to my boss’s office to get a refresh on my coffee… Now as if I wasn’t already swamped, she just informed me of three new jobs that I need to start work on… HA… Sometimes when you get a raise it just doesn’t match up with the required work load… Because of the coffee trip I am going to have to cut this adventure short. I will try to finish my update tonight…