New day....

So what does it mean when everybody disappears….
I have finally recovered from my computer crash… yet now people appear to be missing in action… I have tried and tried to reach a person and they just do not seem to exist anymore…. Grrr… Now I cannot tell if my email is not working or if this person is just avoiding me. Also they have stopped posting on their site… So what do I do?
That put aside I am trying to get out more. I went out last Friday. Went to a local club, then to a bar, but then back to the club. I was not really impressed by any of it, but I was with good friends so I did not feel like much was lost. I bumped into an ex at the mall on Thursday. She asked for me to call, and even though I probably will not, it was nice to know she wanted me to.
I did bump into someone new. As all of those who have read my old posts know, it is my biggest complaint is that I can not find any “new” people in my area. But the other day I went to the store to buy something for a friend. The girl working there was cute. I was definitely thinking that she must be from somewhere else, because as far as I knew I had never met her before. I made small talk and although I was in a rush to get home with the purchase, I still took the time to try and determine some things about this “new” girl. Turns out she has lived in my town her whole life…. ? ? ? So I pushed the subject as I figured that she must have went to a different school or she was older then I previously thought… See I was thinking she must be around my age or a year or two older. But for her to have grown up in my town and gone to my high school, she must be much older then me for me to not have known her. As I may have said before I grew up with my brothers friends and my best friend’ brothers friends all of which are about 3-4 years older then me, so I knew all the girls that were their age, because that’s who I hung out with. So I started thinking this girl must be like 27 or 28…. But since she was still claiming that she was going to school and that she was still in college, I began to think that something was off. A 27 year old who is still going to community college? Not a bad thing, just not very common. So I asked when she graduated high school. She said 2003… Wow. That would do it. I don’t know many of the people who are younger then me…. So that is how she got through living in the town without us meeting before. But then I started thinking, she is younger but not toooo young. 19 or 20 is a lot better then 17… So what am I to do. I left the store on a good note, I just need to think of an excuse to go back in to finish our chat. I am slightly excited, because she seemed as interested in me as I was in her…. Maybe she wasn’t. But if I don’t make an attempt I will never know. Plus it has been way too long since I went on a date… I need to get out more…
Well I wish the people I want to talk to would write back…. Or at least tell me that my emails are not coming through…