vacation

Vacations are supposed to be fun. I decided to take advantage of the recent 3 day weekend and take a trip. Nothing special, just a short overnighter. I felt alright for the first part then I got sick. It took all the fun out of shopping and driving. Oh and I got pulled over on my way home. Talk about a bad weekend. I did however buy a case of a very nice wine from a vineyard that I stop at when traveling through this area. I don’t usually like spending so much money on wine. But it was such a good one. Well, I missed work yesterday as my illness has just gotten worse. Well I did not really “miss” work. But today is slightly better. I still think I will be going home early. I hope everybody else is doing better… Oh I only got a fix-it ticket. Apparently I had forgotten to put on my new registration sticker. The officer lady was very nice, she did not give me a ticket for speeding, which was the original reason she pulled me over…

Once again...Daily.... Maybe...

The sun is shining. I think that this is one of the best things in the world. I am still separated from the freedom of the day by a ¼ inch piece of glass. I would love to be out driving with the top down, destination unknown. I think that a day at the beach or river would do the trick. Well, not happening as today is only Wednesday and there will be no freedom until the weekend. I do plan on traveling this weekend. I hope the weather holds out… I have been terrible at the posting consistently thing. I will catch up at some point. I do however appreciate those who wait out the slow times. I am not short on stories or adventures… only on time to translate them onto the screen in front of me.
I hope all is well for everybody else…. Back to work…

Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day… I hope everybody’s was wonderful… I am home by myself at 9:00 pm. I think I am ok with that. I think it works out good. Very relaxing and no pressure to perform… I am certain I would have been fine if I had had somebody nearby to celebrate with. The ideas were flowing. I remember back to when I was in relationships for v-day.. I always ended up spending some money but always putting a lot of thought into whatever I did. I often would do the flowers delivered to work, gift when they got off work, massage then out to dinner… I actually like this holiday. I feel like it was wasted. I think that everyday should be treated as valentines day. I love surprising girls.
Well not happening this year… I think I am going to go to bed early.
I hope everybody else was treated the way they deserve to be treated.
I hope my princess, wherever she may b,e will forgive the fact that I was unable to spoil her on this valentines day, and that all future valentines days, will not be wasted, as this one was…

Karma

Karma,
I had a feeling that I was destined for great things. That put aside I never believed in karma. Thus I lived my life relying on the fact that would not be punished for the things I did in the past… in the future. Well it appeared to me recently that I was very karmiclly up a creek. I have taken peoples feelings for me for granted. In the past I have had girls who I considered “stalkers” however they were just girls who had feelings for me, and I did not return those feelings. Now that I look back I had many situations that I passed by that would have made me happy. So I came to the conclusion that that energy was going to end up being returned to me. Now I had this one girl who since high school has been more or less obsessed with me. Finally after many years she moved away and the constant phone calls finally ended. I had almost moved to having a normal life where I no longer have to worry about her showing up wherever I go. I was moving on. My life started to make sense. Well last night I came home to a message on my machine. It was her. She clearly stated that she was coming back. She could not handle where she was and is coming back. She left no number to call, left no information about when she would be back, just that she was coming. Now I am again upset. Well… We will see…. Karma….

Lets see.... I think I will have to come back to this one and explain it better later....

Time goes by.... Yet things remain empty....

Wonderful clouds… I am never satisfied. If it is cloudy I am upset, If it is Sunny I am upset…. Well I guess it makes sense. I am upset at the clouds cause I was actually going to be able to leave today…

Well I hope all is well… Looking forward to certain emails….

I plan on resuming long posts this weekend after the studio. And Early Monday at the latest....

Winter is over?

Third beautiful day in a row. I can not imagine what will happen if this weather does not make it through the weekend. I need to have a day out in it. I come to work as it is rising, and home as it is finishing setting. The only time I have is lunch. Saturday should be wonderful… Well I have encountered the same problem I always seem to have. The more I become interested in girls, the farther away they become. Not in the emotional sense. I mean emotionally I can seem to make it work. But then when it comes to the logistics of the relationship, these seemingly perfect candidates for my affection are always outside of my reaches. I can visit and if thing are worthwhile I could move, or they could move, but to see if it will work it is just always out of reach. This weekend I am going out to the studio on Saturday. I am going to get away from it all. I need to think things over once in a while and now is one of those times.
So out to the studio for a day of sun and … well plain relaxation. I may practice my golf swing, or maybe just lay out in the sun. Either way escaping the city and reality is so relaxing. And the best part. While out there I am unreachable. Completely unreachable. I have a phone out there, but nobody has the number, cell phones don’t work and absolutely no computer. Well there is, but it is not connected to the internet. So I am unreachable and surrounded by trees and views. What more could you want… Well work is almost done…
I should finish up and head home….

Travel is all...

Today is another beautiful day. I can not complain. I am inside but with the window open and lunch quickly approaching I am satisfied. I will be looking to improve my blog including linking my daily reading. This is a process that I need to decide how I want to go about. I also have just last night decided to go to Europe and tour around for a couple of weeks this summer so suggestions would be appreciated. I am planing on flying in and with a Eurorail pass travel around to as many countries as possible… I am also looking at different ways to save money on lodging. I do not want to spend every night in hostels, but will do so if I can not figure anything else out. I will be limited on time so I will not be able to spend much time in each country. Well that’s about it. I need to get to lunch…. Beautiful days at the beach are amazing….

_Sun_Days_

Sitting at a desk, watching the birds outside the window, flying in the blue sky… Sun beating down on me, teasing me, calling me out… asking me to come play in its rays….
I sometimes have trouble focusing at work when there are such beautiful days. I can not believe that the office does not shut down, taking a sunny weather day. I mean it is February but it is early February. The sun should not be this hot. The sky should not be this clear.
Snow days were taken when I was in grade school. We would have the day off… We would get to play in the snow. Why on beautiful clear days do we not take a “sun day”. I would be willing to work on a weekend to make up for it… When the sun is this nice… I start to feel…”sick”. Maybe I will take my own personal “sun day”… If work does not understand the concept I will tell them it is a sick day… Sick of working when I can feel the sun through the window…. Grrr….Well what else is there to say….