Tuesday, May 24, 2005

HELLO BOO-BOO KITTY!!!

Welcome back. I am going to try to visit everybody’s pages to see how things are going. I have, as many of you may have realized, disappeared. I moved. I am now living in the middle of nowhere and it is FABULOUS. I have never felt so free. I have not figured out the solution to the internet problem out there, but I will work on it. I am now bouncing my time between work and my car and trying to get stuff done at home. I started a new painting. It is not what I wanted. I am going to start it over… Just something I need to do. Well, I am going to get back to doing this thing. I want to post…
The funny thing about moving is as soon as I move out to the middle of nowhere, the girls start flocking to me. So a day or two after I move, I have two separate girls approach me. I was flattered in both situations, but in reality I just started regretting moving to the hills. So I tried dating one of them. She was a cutie. She was/is very into me, and I am feeling pressure to make it into something. Now I don’t want to sound like a jerk, but I have been single way to long to become a boyfriend overnight, or even in two weeks. I need a little more time then that. Second, she lives near where I work, so any time I hang out with her I still have an hour+ drive home and then have to get up early to get to work on time the next day. And it would not be a problem, but she wants to spend every evening with me. I realize I am cute and make her happy, but the sleep depravation is kicking in. Third disadvantage, the gas bill… I am spending an obscene amount in gas to commute in every day… My problem, but still very discouraging when she wants me to come in on weekends… Finally, which goes along with the first one, I am now being found irresistible by many other girls. Now I am used to being single, and not used to this much attention, so I am unsure if I can give up on all these opportunities so soon.
I guess it will all work out. I am just going to sit back and relax. If she cant handle just dating for a few weeks then I will have to move on… Also, why do girls try to put out on the first date? I have been getting that a lot lately… Has there been a change in dating schedules… I don’t think it is appropriate to sleep with someone within a week of meeting them, let alone on a first date… Did I miss a memo? Should I be jumping on these opportunities, or am I doing the right thing by turning them down?